Short about Artist confession

Nov 17, 20126 min read

Deviation Actions

Yamio

Published: Nov 17, 2012

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Hiii! ;AA;

_{I´m sure some of you have seen the post on AC about me ;;;
I´m glad it didn´t become a fuss though haha.

In my response I can´t really say much but.. Why didn´t you [the poster/OP] just note me about this if it bugged you? XD;
I don´t bite I promise!

The confession itself didn´t hurt me as I don´t see the problem with referencing a picture when you give both link and credits? ;;'
I always wanted a pink haired OC back then and when I saw his uniforms I just flipped XD They were sooo pretty ;;;

I saw some people protecting me and I thank you for that ;;;;
I spent alot of time on that picture just to get the anatomy somewhat DECENT even though I´m horrible with anatomy haha QAQ'

The thing that hurt the most was the random comments about me only befriending popular people and that I left my old friends? a@
I still talk and text many of my oldest friends that I have had for around the day I joined Deviantart. So I don´t know where people got this from? ewe'

And that I can´t take critique? XD; I can take critique! I admit I´m extremely sensitive about my work but I never get mad at a person who critiques me ;;;
An outsider can always point out stuff to make your art more appealing and I appreciate that!

And last thing that I use my diseases to get popular? That really truly hurt me the most.
I barely talk about what I do everyday when I visit hospitals and what happens with my body.
Deviantart has always been giving me happiness but.. sometimes the things from real life affects my mood really badly and if I´m suddenly gone just like that I would like to inform my watchers that
As I´m responsible for commissions and such as well I think they have the right to know if there are going to be delays ;;

And I have never noticed I got more watchers when I mentioned a disease or what not? XD;
It´s only for people that already watch me and support me, which I´m truly grateful that they do ;;

And I know I´m not the world´s perfect child or anything, but I do my best to treat others the way I want to be treated,
being called fake for trying to make the world and my surroundings a better place and just trying to be happy.. just.. why would people write stuff like this? ;A;
Shall I be mean, am I accepted by your guys then?

All I do is being myself, and I´m sorry I´m not pleasing to you QAQ
But I have learned the hard way that you can´t please every human alive unfortunately..

Oh my I write so much, anyways, I got really hurt by this and got very sad but I will just swallow it an move on YUSH!
I want to thank the people who still stick with me!
THANK YOU}