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November 17, 2012


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Short about Artist confession

Journal Entry: Sat Nov 17, 2012, 11:38 AM


Hiii! ;AA;

Iīm sure some of you have seen the post on AC about me ;;;
Iīm glad it didnīt become a fuss though haha.

In my response I canīt really say much but.. Why didnīt you [the poster/OP] just note me about this if it bugged you? XD;
I donīt bite I promise!

The confession itself didnīt hurt me as I donīt see the problem with referencing a picture when you give both link and credits? ;;'
I always wanted a pink haired OC back then and when I saw his uniforms I just flipped XD They were sooo pretty ;;;

I saw some people protecting me and I thank you for that ;;;;
I spent alot of time on that picture just to get the anatomy somewhat DECENT even though Iīm horrible with anatomy haha QAQ'

The thing that hurt the most was the random comments about me only befriending popular people and that I left my old friends? a@
I still talk and text many of my oldest friends that I have had for around the day I joined Deviantart. So I donīt know where people got this from? ewe'

And that I canīt take critique? XD; I can take critique! I admit Iīm extremely sensitive about my work but I never get mad at a person who critiques me ;;;
An outsider can always point out stuff to make your art more appealing and I appreciate that!

And last thing that I use my diseases to get popular? That really truly hurt me the most.
I barely talk about what I do everyday when I visit hospitals and what happens with my body.
Deviantart has always been giving me happiness but.. sometimes the things from real life affects my mood really badly and if Iīm suddenly gone just like that I would like to inform my watchers that
As Iīm responsible for commissions and such as well I think they have the right to know if there are going to be delays ;;

And I have never noticed I got more watchers when I mentioned a disease or what not? XD;
Itīs only for people that already watch me and support me, which Iīm truly grateful that they do ;;

And I know Iīm not the worldīs perfect child or anything, but I do my best to treat others the way I want to be treated,
being called fake for trying to make the world and my surroundings a better place and just trying to be happy.. just.. why would people write stuff like this? ;A;
Shall I be mean, am I accepted by your guys then?

All I do is being myself, and Iīm sorry Iīm not pleasing to you QAQ
But I have learned the hard way that you canīt please every human alive unfortunately..

Oh my I write so much, anyways, I got really hurt by this and got very sad but I will just swallow it an move on YUSH!
I want to thank the people who still stick with me!


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poplarleaves Featured By Owner Nov 20, 2012  Student Digital Artist
This was very brave of you to write, and I admire that you're able to "swallow it and move on." :D Ganbatte!
ArtsyStar Featured By Owner Nov 20, 2012  Student Digital Artist

It makes me sad to hear that ; A ;
Don't worry, you are a sweet an talented artist.
I have never seen anyone as kind as you! :iconfrufflesplz:
Most people on AC are just jealous, and that was rude to do that. : Y

8-BitQuilter Featured By Owner Nov 19, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
RuBerrychan112 Featured By Owner Nov 19, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
That was very rude what the confession said :/ don't let that get you down, everyone makes art mainly for themselves not for random people's pleasure only, even though I think you know this already
YUI-YAN Featured By Owner Nov 18, 2012  Student Digital Artist
0^0 it always makes me so mad to hear about people here giving you a hard time
your extremely talented and you are REAALLLY nice so i dont know why people would accuse you of doing those thing :IIIII
it just makes me so mad :iconsobbplz:
yooci Featured By Owner Nov 18, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Oh ;A;
I'm really sorry for you! You don't have to become sad!
Some people always search for way to hurt, but what's important is there are more people that always search ways to help.
Sometimes good grabs bad, but I hope that you will focus the people that support you. ^u^
CM-Illustrations Featured By Owner Nov 18, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
I saw the confession yesterday, and I didn't understand what the fuss was about either, to be honest :|
I always thought it was okay to look up to your role models, and draw similar pictures as them, I've done it plenty of times in the past, (none of the pictures are on dA though).

But you handled this really well, you didn't try to hide away and accuse the OP of lying, you were really open and honest about it, it was wrong of those posters on AC to type those false, cruel things about you :iconsweethugplz:

Don't take any of it to heart though Yamio, I look at AC everyday, because I have no life OTL and I only see it as a place for people to gossip about artists, and pick out their flaws, and bash them for not being "perfect".
I agree, you can't please everybody, but I haven't seen you do any of the things you stated above, since I found your page, you've been nothing but nice and friendly ..... and I see so many other deviants look up to you. :)

Stay strong Yamio, and don't let them get to you, the OP was in the wrong to begin with for not going directly to you about the problem.

I hope you feel better soon, and just know that you have many people who still love you for who you are :aww:

SweetArtist101 Featured By Owner Nov 17, 2012  Student General Artist
I'm so sorry to hear that! As long as you believe yourself, then you don't have to believe those mean things!
PuriPop Featured By Owner Nov 17, 2012
Yami! I can't believe I even read that!
That's absolutely terrible.
Just going down and reading each one that hurt you from less to the most just broke my heart!
I cannot believe some people would really go through things like saying
your sickness is your popularity. I can't comprehend the honest cruelty of that :/
It's NOT your fault your sick and you do tell your watchers so they're updated
on commissions. That's actually REALLY NICE because people do like to the know the status of
their commissions! (I think that made me the most upset that people would
use that against you.)

AAAAAAAAH okay and your drawing YOU LINKED THEM so obviously people would know?
It's not like you hid the picture and then was like "AMG STAHP DIS IS ALL MINE I NEVA SAW THAT
PICTURE EVER! " :iconragerageplz:
You were really honest about it! It's not even fair to be mean about that because you
took a lot of time and dedication into that picture! So it's showing all your talents!
I'm glad you didn't delete it because you worked hard on that picture and every single one
you draw so because of trolls you should keep that up and always stay proud.
It's just a reference amg I don't understand why people had to just go into
everything about how you don't talk to old friends. WHAT IS THE POINT OF
This wasn't fair to you at all!

You are such a kind person and beautiful! I believe you will get better
You are perfect for being you everyday! Stay strong Yamis, keep being happy, and get better soon!!

I'm sorry I typed a lot.... >A< Forgive me!
FaithWalkers Featured By Owner Nov 17, 2012  Professional General Artist
I've been beginning to hate that confession blog. There's so much hate on it and when someone makes a confession about the hate, they get hated on for that. Is there no logic in this world anymore? -__- I's fine to have an opinion and everything..but come on..showing it to thousands of people is proven immature. I'm so sorry you had a confession like that. Make me want to run my own confession blog that is drama free.
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